hmx

I'm trying to make the connections.
I watched Persepolis with Deanna a couple weeks back. And I just read about the India bombing. is that why I had that nightmare?
I was in a church. Familiarity in the air. The faces I felt I've known all my life, yet I couldn't name one face. Maybe Liz was there, but I'm not sure. I felt so certain that I was inside of St. Polycarp , but there were more stained glass and oddly shaped windows. They were lower, too. I climbed the two steps and was looking out the window because it was becoming so bright outside. Then the front doors had automatically closed, as though there were a lock down. The lights were becoming blinding...and the people at the altar, where the priest does his thang were just staring at the incoming light. So I go and push them out of the way because I was sure the light was some sort of attack like a bomb. As I push them aside, the window shatters. Panic was in the air, but everyone was just walking. We walked out of the church somehow. I was on Chapman, walking towards Dale. I passed the bus stop and saw an older lady. She had a headscarf. I didn't think much of it. I guess I kept walking until I reached the car wash right across from Regal's Cinema. All of the women had black head scarves; even some men wore white ones. Then it hit me: the Muslims are taking over. I find a store to enter and when I go inside of course I felt like I was in a flea market/ swapmeet booth tent. Every lady had a headscarf on, but all of them were older and Middle-Eastern looking. I run into my sister and we are both on the verge of tears. It was eleven bucks to buy a scarf and I thought it was funny the lady and different colors and patterns. I buy my sister a black one, duh, and can't get one for myself. No more money. I was thinking about snatching one, when some loud lady walks in. Guess who, Mommy! I ask her to get me one. Ridiculous she was actually looking at the printed and brights headscarves when she knew we could only wear black. I think she even purchased some. Anyway, it forwarded to a scene where I was gaining carnal knowledge of a familiar male and officials of some sort stop us. And that was the end.

It was so related to the movie, I'm sure of it. I wonder if it's possible for it to ever happen in the U.S.?

the crystal castles controversy

hmm... I do agree with the haters of crystal castles.. I never thought they were innovative, but smart business-wise to get their name out there before that Lo-bat dude.. Daft punk samples too.. and a whole bunch of other artists.. what's new/? i think it's only giving them for fame... and at least cc adds alice's vocals to kind of make it their own. the only thing is that i do feel they should credit Creative Commons or whomever.. whatever people get screwed over all the time.. so yeah.. i'm not gonna lie.. i still like them, it's just funny that some kids are dumb to not see cc aint nothing special. haha
in any case here's some electro bitcheSSS

THE PRESETS areyoutheone
KLAXONS/JUSTICEREMIX/asabovesobelow
STEVE AOKI/JUSTICE/SCANNERS.ETCCCCC/BLAHBLAHSONGTITLEBLAH
PARTYSHANK penisVSvagina

limited edition

electrOverDose.

Pilipino pride chicken

courtship dating
222h10
nothing is getting us...anywhere
faceless fireworks
coke and cream
HOTTEST ELECTRO SHIT RIGHT HERE!!!

i'm merely quotationing

"""""like pop tarts are in a wrapper. and then you get them out
and they taste good sometimes. when you warm them. and drink them with milk. but in high school"""""

last night.

hm.. well I don't usually use this to blog my life and it's experiences. but last night was a little interesting. at least interesting enough to blog about. well let's see... went to class and came home around ten a.m. then I played with the 6 kitties we are sorta watching over. after that ida, ate step, kaye, and I went to Fountain Valley and ate at Au Lac this Viet/vegetarian/vegan restaurant. Twas pretty good. Anywho..after that went home played with kitties sum mo' and blah blah. Kaye kept talking about this after party she was invited to.. Pastilla was the band.. and I wasn't up to anything so I invited myself. First my dad didn't want me to go because for some reason they don't trust Kaye which upsets me.. but he finally gave in. So we drive to Fullerton to meet up her friend. We had to wait in the car a bit cuz her friend went to eat. In the car, we ate, and I don't know how to explain it.. but let's just say.. Kaye has a good heart despite "stuff" Anywhooooooooo... Her friend gets there --Kimmie's her name-- and we ride in her car.. They stop by the liquor store to get booze and all that jazz. Oh yeah her friend Monica's with her. So off we go. and the house is right on this fucking steep hill, overlooking the Dodgers Stadium.. It was a beautiful view. So we park.. and I have to piss real bad.. But Kaye's friends were still "pre-gaming" it in the car.. So Kimmie was saying oh just go in the bushes.. I wish I was kidding or you can just wait.. well... I couldn't wait. HAHA and guess what I walked over to the bushes and pissed happiness. Kaye did too. haha.. ummmm Yeah so we go down and the house is packed with that indie rock scene people. tight pants dark clothes unwashed hair. the house was pretty cool it had this bunk thing and again a nice view... and very old fashioned like the fridge was rusty and made of iron or steel. I guess Kimmie thought we weren't enjoying so we leave and decide to go to that Pastilla after party or whatnot. So we get into the car again.. *random sidenote- one of their friend's ran out of gas so they went down the hill and ended up hitting three parked cars* Driving, driving and we end up in Tarazana--The Valley-area. The Oxygen Lounge I think it was called. So yeah I kept asking Kimmie is she was sure it was 18+ and she checked it out and everything. But sure enough, once I show my I.D. the guy was like sorry I can't let anyone under 21 in. Ah shit.. I don't want to spoil their night.. Thank goodness that mister was night enough to let me in eventually as long as I didn't drink. well durh. anyway, there I see Viralata!! I was like holy shit cool. And his band happened to play.. we missed Pastilla.. Torino is who we watched and they were pretty good Electro-ish.. got me dancing a bit.. So where the fuck am I going with this shit? O.K. here.. the highlight of the night: As I was dancing with Kaye... this African-American-must-have-been-43-years-old-and-5'5 approaches Kaye and begins talking with her. I'm just like whatever, this is typical cuz Kaye's a cutie. So I just look straight ahead and hope for the best.. well, he starts talking to me! ECK. He's like my brother's been eyeing you. And I shake his brother's hand. And he's like trying to get me to I don't know get with them?? Anyway, I go.. sorry I'm into girls and this grandpa responds with well you and my brother have a thing in common then. And I'm like heh no...and he goes I know you like some good dick .. and I go ew.. no... and then he's like I know your sister is into that. I'm like I don't know.. So we walk outside He follows..and we just get the fuck out. The end.





a hip-hop electro song you might enjoy

sex-martyr

aHH

what's with all these noises? oh no F*&%$*G wonder. the chillinZ b on SpriNG bREAK! UGH!!

peter pan

baby cathy has boyish haircut.
lightsFlaSHk_WEST_DIPLOmix
iamready i am ready for the floot lARIOTS.&villainsMIX
bassoNtheboTTomlaDYTIGRA
iwontstoplovingyou no matter what you doMIRAGE

everything happens for a reason

baby cathy was really emo.
pretty much having an internal nervous breakdown
then she took in a drag
went home.
and there they were
her brother, and his friends
drinking bud-lights
playing chess
thank god
talking about kitkat our stray domesticated cat
and how they wanted to save the kittens
and they did!!!
about six of them
of different colors and stripes
so small and cute

sonny boy has a bigger heart than i thought

:0)

idaho

runnin' up the hill
cross the dancefloor
get into the groove



drugs in my body

ghost

BRO, UNCHAIN this MELODY RIGHTEOUSLY
myheart is a HOLOGRAM go ahead and TRASH it

TROIS MINUTES. i'm gonna keep thinkin' about that. hah!

yah.

merci dieu

merci dieu merci dieu dieu dieu

I seriously must not be too far from dying.
I got to see most of my favorite bands/djs/musical artists!
Los Abandoned (multiple times)
Bonde do Role w/MARINA GASoLINA
Crystal Castles
JUSTICE
and finally
FUCKING DIPLO
all's i need
this bitch needs iz to see. M.i.A.
then i'm set to grab the fekkin pistol. heh

if only i could go back in time_for VU or j.j. :0( maybe i will...

putain merDE. [{{{{{{LOVE MACHINE]]]]]

and i guess i kinda still have my friends to see. aka intellect slang and powell and odd modern hahahaha maybe some other lightyear. joke.
[on my own bastard that bitch i forgot--inside thing with myself]

merci dieu

pour ida

dontstopbelievin'
don'tbelievethehype

all the way to subway guey

first five are pretty good, the rest are random. you might as well dL them none the less.
[boysnoize] shine shine
[ratatat] 17years
[electro SEX] true colour
[electrocute] i need a freak
[Sebastien Tellier, Mr Oizo & SebastiAn] Chivers as a female

[crystal castles] dolls
[of montreal] cover of [m.i.a.]'s JIMMY
[the presets] are you the one
[steve aoki aka benihana's son] bloc party rmx

sadly

it's really nice
real nice
honest
but
i
judge.
sorry.

shake and pop

shake__shakeand_POP!
blocparty +__steveaoki++_
HUN, i just died-ed in your arms tonight.
she'sjustagirlthatiusedtoknow_jackson_michael

youwanttofeelthisway

Habang ikaw ay maligaya ako’y maghihintay

je veux mourir

you are not completely different or unique from the rest of the world that we can't relate to you or vice versa.
p.s. j'ai l'air laide. ugh.
why
why
why.

ilyavingt

Twenty things you wish you could say to 20 DIFFERENT people right now (don't list names):
20. Sometimes you hurt my heart so much I want to be strangled by a pillow.
19. You are so nuts but I feel I am going to end up like you.
18. I know you hate me, but I just wish one day in the future we can have lunch together and genuinely enjoin each other's company.
17. I hate disappointing you.
16. I've always wanted to apologize how I treated you, but I never had the courage.
15. I never have and never will tell even though I want to.
14. I choose you before any one of my friends.
13. You say some of the amusing things.
12. I want to ask you more personal --by that I mean sexual-- questions.
11. Sometimes I want to point out that you do it, too, and I want you to stop.
10. If I were a man, I would be with you forever.
09. It's too late, but I wished I learned of your youthful years.
08. I want to ask you why.
07. I want to get high and make music with you.
06. I wonder if we would ever hang out in real life.
05. I'd only be more open with you, if you were open with me.
04. I wish you would return my calls so we can hang out.
03. I wish I knew what made you happy and I want to thank you.
02. I want to fuck you.
01. I hate you so much sometimes you make me sick.

she was lonely.

coco_turnmeoncover_rosie[kevinlyttle]
lily_everybody'schangin'cover_allen[keane]

esssie so sessie

mensneeDscSSREMiX
genesiSsHH
college

chanSONGS

CC:LeNi
it'sthebeat!
Crank Dat Pogo

soul

Around 2am I was browsing through my cousin's old laptop and i found albums I had downloaded! Yay.
So here's some shit mostly for me to dl onto my own mac. :0)


powellbeat4

re:up>

LeSpam

birthday wish lista

BUT IN ORDER TO DIE HAPPILY... I REALLY WANT THESE..
ANDAT THE SAME TIME IN A HOTEL ROOM AVEC MOI & can't forget ALL OF US TOUCHING, SWEATING, BITING AND RIDING AND EATING